Fear

Self Harm

Sometimes, I am afraid of myself.
Afraid of what I think.

Afraid of what I might do.

Of what I want to do.

I am told

"Do not be afraid of anything;

Nothing can hurt you now."

But does that include me?

It is the only way I can continue, survive.
No-one can hurt me now...

It is true.

No-one can hurt me,
Because I get there first.


I have done it again and I am filled with disgust and guilt for doing it.