Ok so I begin my blog with apologies to Arty......what can I say I am busy with work (I know a poor excuse) also trying to get sorted for my holidays and then trying to deal with my life in general.
I actually started posting about 2 or 3 weeks ago and never really got passed the first sentence. I was reading Morety's blog - the basic message was about letting go and letting God in (I suggest you read it http://moretysworld.blogspot.com/2008/04/letting-go.html) anyway as I was reading I realised that I was afraid to fully let go and let God in.
What am I afraid of ???
What have I got to lose ???
At this point I could give you a whole list of answers to these questions and I'm fairly sure a few of you would shoot me down in flames lol
Ultimately, what is holding me back from God ?
Easy to answer, no matter how much I say it to myself and many, many others have told me my heart says God couldn't possibly love me.
Anyway, enough of the God stuff, life is pretty crazy just now I go away on Friday for a week and I am busy trying to sort stuff out at work and I might possibly in line a promotion which would be great but if it doesn't happen it's not the end of the world.
Oh and the other great news is my baby sister is expecting her first baby in October and I will be an aunty again (YAY) and my little darling nephew will have a new play mate !!!
Take a look at Callum wearing my City hat lol
